You are not alone. There are several people in the Bible that fall into this category.
Joseph did not fit into his own family. He had God-given dreams, and had the nerve to share them. So he was sold into slavery, yet he still came up on top to redeem the same people that wanted him dead and gone, and blessed other nations during a seven-year famine.
Moses was another misfit- he had to be left to the elements by his birth mother in hopes he would survive, and survive he did! While the enemy was looking to kill him, he was hiding and thriving in plain sight-in Pharaoh’s palace.!
I decree and declare that everything meant for your downfall is changing to lifting, elevation and blessing!.
Moses had a speech impediment, he was also a murderer (in defense of his kinsmen), yet he was despised and rejected. The rejection drove him away until God called, and used him to deliver the very same people who despised him! haha God does have a sense of humor!
Daniel and his friends refused to bow to another God other than YHWH so they were thrown into the burning furnace, until the Fourth Man showed up!
I decree and declare that in the remaining months of 2020, Jesus will show up in your life for His name’s sake.
This same Daniel did not learn his lesson, he refused to give up prayer at the King’s decree and was thrown into the lion’s den, but God shut the mouths of the lions!
Indeed no weapon formed against you shall prosper, and every tongue that rises against you, you will condemn (prove to be false) Isaiah 54:17
Don’t be discouraged for not fitting into the labels, expectations, roles, and limits that may have been set for you – God has the final say.
As a matter of fact, that thing you do not like about yourself (your perceived flaw), is the very thing God is going to use to not only lift you, but bless others.
Elisha asked the widow, what do you have in your house? (2 Kings 4:1-7).
My question to you is What Do You Have or think You Don’t Have?
That very thing is what God is going to multiply to not only restore you, and also make you a blessing to a whole lot of people; including those who despised you! Hallelujah!
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